Thank you for your support over the weekend. My job interview was terrible. The job I thought I was applying for no longer exists and the one they were interviewing me for sounded awful- pay only on completion of targets and no interest in how I actually work with people. I was anxious all weekend, I had two anxiety attacks despite my medication and had stomach cramps, palpitations and nightmares.
One good thing did come out of the whole ordeal though….I realized how much I actually do enjoy my current job. I get to help people and just because I have been having a blip of feeling pointless doesn’t mean that I am.
What I do is worthwhile and I need to stop thinking negatively about myself.